Hi! I hate music. Well... it's not actually that simple. Music is more of a constant manifestation of reality to me than it is something I can listen to and enjoy. See, I'm always -- almost always -- thinking in sound. Sounds twist and flow through my head. They repeat and convolve amongst the other sounds and ultimately slip from focus. I am always composing. Nearly all of it I forget.

It is my inability to ignore new auditory information that makes me say I hate music. I can't stand being forced to process someone else's (often) shitty song. It's alright when I'm not working on something, but that's rarely the case.

Example:

==> "Fuck maan, we need some music going on in here. Anything, bro!"

==> No. No, we really don't. Don't make me erase my last two hours of thoughts, asscrack.

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What's bottlenecking is that I suck at performance. At least, I think I do. So I've kept everything I've done more or less to myself and a few distant friends, who could generally care less. I never really tried to connect beyond that. I've kicked around, hoping to stumble across something else I might consistently care about enough to throw my life at. It hasn't come.

So.. here goes nothing.